Was it written in your Divine Plan?
Anyway you look at it Grief Sucks! Unfortunately almost everyone in this lifetime will have to experience losing a loved one. And it’s one of the hardest experiences our soul must endure on this journey we call life.
I’ve been there having to watch my 10 year old son Devin die in front of me. I cussed out God in rage. I wondered how something like this could happen to me, when I dedicated my life to my children. I would die for my kids without a flinch. I have ran a Licensed Daycare for 14 years helping people raise their children. Why?
Two years after my son’s passing I had an infant die in my care of Sids. Why?
I have joined Facebook Grief Groups and read all the heartbreaking stories of others. Loved ones comiting suicide or dieing tragicly. Some losing multiple loved ones in a short period of time. It’s Devastating. Why?
I bought every Life After Death book I could find. I visited every Medium/Psychic to test them on what they knew. I attended Spiritual Classes with unexpected success of having my own abilities. I studied and received Intuitive Training in Mediumship and Energy Healing.
Losing your child has to be the worst! Our children are supposed to outlive us. My life was all planned out. Then in an instant my son was gone and stopped me in my tracks. All of a sudden what we take as uncertainty had to become reality.
I read so many stories of people just wanting everything to go back to “Normal”. This is one lesson we must learn. Your life has CHANGED, so now in order to move forward so must you.
Our Souls Human Experience is to evolve. In order to evolve our soul must learn. That includes all experiences. If we never face sadness, anger, failure, etc. We would never learn.
Life is a perplexed journey most people don’t understand. We have karma, free will, life themes, levels of creation, etc. Sylvia Browne explained it perfectly in her book Conversations with the Other Side. Below is a couple paragraphs from her book;
“Must I go through trauma and anxiety?
You decided to come to Earth because you wanted to perfect faster than other entities. That’s a plus in your favor. This is the last planet to be won for the sake of goodness. I don’t want to give you the impression that everything on this planet is evil, but it has the thickest negativity of all worlds. Throughout the galaxy, Earth is known as “the marshes.” All of you who have decided to come here had to be evolved enough to make it. This planet is the toughest schoolhouse that you’ll ever experience.
Now, you may say, “I’ve fallen. I’ve stumbled.” We expect that. We’re never concerned with things that have to do with the flesh. The things we are concerned about as most of you should also be, is the deliberate infliction of pain upon another individual. You may be surprised to learn that this happens very rarely. Most of the hurt inflicted by one individual on another is committed out of defense, or out of survival.
You get stuck in the marshes. Even your dreams are more bizarre on this planet. Earth is more surrealistic than any of the other planets. Medicine is far below par. Intelligence on the entire planet is far below par. This isn’t negating any of you, however. It’s just that when you come to Earth, there’s a dulling of the mind. That’s why so many times you may feel that knowledge is trying to get in, but something is blocking it. The atmospheric conditions are much thicker here.
People may say, “Oh, I couldn’t have planned to die violently”; “Why did this happen?”; or “Why did that happen?” as I’ve said many times before, you’re only looking at a small portion of time. You can’t see the truth of things from such a narrow vantage point. You can choose to die violently for a greater good. You who are left behind after a murder or death of a loved one are the only ones who must perfect that grief. The entity who died has already fulfilled their job as a catalyst for your grief. If you don’t take every horrendous thing and turn it into a good, it’s lost to you. The most evolved souls will take on a great deal of trauma in order to perfect more quickly. Rather than feel sorry for the person who has had a miserable life, as you often do, you should feel sorry for the one who has had an absolutely marvelous life. You are all going to get into scrapes. There’s no way to avoid them when you’re in the body.
But you don’t have to get into any more scrapes than you allow to happen. Traumas don’t come to you externally or from out of nowhere. They’re preordained by you to happen. You may say, “I must be very masochistic.” No, you aren’t. You merely wanted to test your strength and see if you can endure.”
Before Devin died, I was your average mom working, doing something I thought was fulfilling. When Devin died he immediately got my attention, but I resisted at first. I then started listening to his actions. I was shown how we still exist. I was guided to help heal people. I suddenly felt alive for the first time in my life. This was my purpose in life. You might say well why wouldn’t my loved one show me? They may have tried to contact you, but your not in the right state of mind being so hurt. I have noticed some have said their loved one came to them and now they are helping people. Which is their life purpose. We all have different roles in life, you just have to find yours. I can help you find your calling. Please visit my website on how you can start working with me.
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Tracy Taylor
Intuitive Grief Coach, Life Purpose Coach, & Master Energy Healer
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